It's 2012, I have 16'000 views, after so many years... I need a breakthrough, reach new heights and make some miracles.

Gonna try to penetrate the professional industry, hit 100'000 views by this year (a big leap but wel...). So to those who are my friends, those who watch me, or simply stumble upon my page, and have even a tiny bit of compassion to help this struggling artist, please help me spread the word by FAVORITE my works and WATCHING me, I sincerely appreciate it even if I cannot thank you all.

2012 is not going to be the end of the world, but may it be a year full of pleasant surprises that are memorable, filled with blessings, joy and love. It is also a time to do more good/charitable work. So keep working hard, and thank you for being part of this wonderful deviantart comunity (and 'fav'ing me too of course^^). Love ya.

What a moment in history, now if only I could add a solar eclipse, that would be so awesome!!!

I am hitting 11k views soon! I think I need a new goal to set.... what about... hitting 100 llamas?? (That seems pretty hard, but please help me!!)

Llamas are free right, so I hope there are many kind visitors who would be graceful enough to donate them to me, thank you in advance!!

REMEMBER, DONATE LLAMA TO ME (preferably 2-3).... Thank you so much!!

Hit 10'000 views today (finally!), but I am still stuck in LA for the moment, so there's no way to update any art at all, which is both a blessing and a curse (gotta work like mad cow after the holiday...). So i guess my next goal would be 11'000 views for the year end! I think I can make it

REMEMBER, DONATE LLAMA TO ME (preferably 2-3).... Thank you so much!!

Hmm, I guess I am going to hit my aim of hitting 10'000 visitors, not that it is a spectacular goal though... But on the other hand, I am totally addicted to Llama!! So anyone of you, if you happen to stumble upon my frontpage or this entry by providence, would you pleassssseeee by so kind as to DONATE LLAMA TO ME (preferably 2-3).... Thank you so much!!

I wanna get at least 10'000 pageviews in this year. The last time I mention, I received an average of 1450 views a year, by reaching 10k that would means I need 2000 a year at least. I hope its not too much to ask and dream...

Gosh, I am thinking I might just be one of the lousiest deviant around man. 5 years of being a deviant, 7251 pageviews! That is equivalent to 1450 pageview a year.... which also means about only 4 pageview a day!! Can someone teach me how to increase traffic without drawing too many fanart??

Just to let you guys in DA know, I'm still alive, and I'm not abandoning DA anytime soon. Just that there are many things going on that needs to be done first, then hopefully i can be more active in DA again. Cheers

           Hmm it has been a year since I've updated my journal, and I am amazed at how everything changes with time. Last time on March, I was still doing illustration for the fun of it, but right now I am actually going to do some serious work about it(not that its not fun anymore, it's still fun). I have decided to embark on a full-time freelance career on graphic design and illustration, thus all the work that I do, I want it to be of quality, something to be proud of, giving it my best even if it is a low commission work. And I'm not going to upload picture just for the sake of uploading like last time, because I hope to make deviantart a place to showcase my portfolio too.
           With this note, I've decided that I will be deleting some of the older work and uglier works on this site, not that many people will care hahaha. And then Im going to update it more frequently too. Currently I have some works done that I wanna post, but I have to delay it till my website is up, can't spoil you guys eh? Don't worry, my website will be up pretty soon, about 2-3 weeks time, till then there probably won't be any new post for me.
           There's so many things that I want to do, but I don't seem to have enough time for all. But I thank god for all the things that have happened in my life and lead me to this point, at least right now I am standing in a point where I am pursuing my dreams, and I pray that all of you will be doing the same too one day. Never give up and never compromise your work, because you never know where it will leads you to. Then, let us see where we will be one year from now on, wish you all the best!

I can't believe myself, I actually finish 2 pieces of cg worlk within a week!! woohoo!! while this might not be a big deal for most of you out there, it's a damn big deal for Mr Procrastinator(yup, that's me) ya know. I feel that i'm starting to get a firmer grasp of my previous skills that i lost, it's coming back..slowly.. and when it's complete the world shall feel my wrath!! muahahaha!!(world domination!)

ok.. im 22 right now..guess that's 3 long years since i last updated my journal. Well at that time i did say that i hope im kept inspired and keep on doing and posting artwork online... but guess what? i die off to "don't know where", lose a bit of my passion and then some more of it... i didnt upload much work after that, the rest are mostly past work that i forgot to upload.. the rest that didnt make are probably commercial work or those that i lost interest in finishing...

i still love art, every bit of it, but ever since my 2nd year in Dmd burnt my ass, i just turn into a passive admirer of art... gradually, never making time to produce personal work, if i had any free time, it will be spent on entertainment or rest, any work done during these times are commercial which has a significant amount of pressuring thrown by the bosses... that's why its "done"...

and as time passes by, my skills deteorate somewhat drastically... i think...

anyway, recently i started to try again, starting from doing small easy pieces of art, and i discover that what i lack was patience, the patience that i used to have in abundance... i used to be able to do work for 10 straight hours, i never questioned how long a piece might take, i just do it. the longest one i did was a painting for 3 days, normally b/w sketches would usually take up at least 4 hrs. but ever since i discovered the digital medium, i lost the virtue gradually. at first its ok to paint for 2 days or even a week, then my skills start to increase tremendously, i able to grasp the concept of painting in shapes pretty fast, this resulted in a teremendous speed increase, i can paint a decent stuff in a day, then in 4 hours!! and then some even an hour...(okay that one is so-so quality..) so does that mean that the digital mesium is to blame??? hell no... still im to blame for my lack of patience... so that's why right now im working in small easy pieces at a time nt only to build my skill but also, most importantly, patience, back.

Now i swear an oath to myself that i must start to work hard again and complete all the personal works that have been neglected for so long, and do some more new impressive pieces, producing them not only in quantity but also in quality. Of course, it will be done one at a time slowly, albeit at a constant pace. After all all great works doesnt occur overnight, its the numerous little things that makes a miracle- as vincent van gogh put it.

so enough of rambling, lets see how i fare, this time, next year. all the best to the rest of you

Its july 26, woo-hoo!! this is the first time i've uploaded my work on the web, i just feel so excited! It simply inspire me to do more and more good work. From now on, I'll try do finish all my painting and sketches, and reduce my (damn long..) sleeping hours. Hope this burning passion for art will stay and keep on growing forever, hahahahahah........